Forward Progress

I can feel the comfort setting in as we adjust to the nuances of the hospital. The last few days on rounds I can say I have thoroughly enjoyed working, teaching the interns, and scratching our heads together over strange cases. There is so much I could potentially do here. I could actually really be helpful long term at the hospital. Dr. Sleeth and I together could really get things to the next level with protocols, teaching and coverage. But outside of the hospital it seems as though I would have little impact. There are so many believers here, and it has become like the bible belt where everyone knows of the name of Jesus but how many truly are known by Him? I always saw myself somewhere I would shine a little brighter. Somewhere a little more unreached. I feel torn. I would love to be here long term and help cover the pediatric wards and possibly even do some sports medicine. But I want to reach the unreached, and it doesn’t seem as though these are those people. I do have to remind myself though that this hospital does attract people from all over, some from unreached areas. 

This week has given us 4 good days without any pediatric deaths. Though we have had a few sad cases that are palliative and just waiting. I have greatly enjoyed the fellowship here with other believers especially a group of Korean medical students who are visiting. They are all so precious and eager to learn. They allowed me to join their nighty Bible study and, wow, I was so blessed! There is something incredibly special about singing worship songs to almighty God in different languages all together with one heart. A small glimpse of Heaven I do believe. I was so encouraged to hear what God was doing in each their lives. It is beautiful to see Him wooing each of them and drawing them near. We have all become good friends and really family in just a few days. The beauty of the Body of Christ. I gave a lecture this past week to all the interns at the hospital and of course the Korean students. We covered the general aspects of pediatric shock, since we were seeing so much of it. While most of the interns were napping after just finishing their lunches, the students sat eager-eyed with pen frantically writing. And of course taking pictures of my white board and of me teaching. There are a few children on the ward that have taken to me and each day they seek me out for a hand shake or first bump. Their smiles are contagious. We have had several who I was very concerned about and are now doing well and this brings much joy. All the small victories mean a lot more in this setting, and I am very thankful. 

Thanks for your prayers. They are felt and greatly appreciated!